Talk About Putting Your Personal Business Online......

I can't believe that a picture of my real-life junk drawer was something for which I'd ever find artistic use; but somehow, it seemed just perfect for this particular blog.

What's This Junk In The Junk Drawer?

Sometimes I get in the mood to try write something, and it ends up turning into a whole lot more writing than I planned. I'll start writing, writing more, and then end up being interrupted, needing to do some "real work", or else just getting tired and having to stop.

My problem with this kind of thing is, though, that if I get on a roll when writing, and then if I stop (for one reason or another), I tend to lose interest. Some new thing to be spinning my wheels about comes along, and I'll start the whole process again. I reassure myself that it's not ADHD, because I'll often write for hours (not necessarily all at once, although I've been known to do the all-at-one-time kind of things too), truly believing I'm getting closer and closer to completing a piece of writing that will be really worthwhile. And then I never quite build up the same level of steam on the subject that I've had at the time I began writing.

Material on this site isn't stuff I'd recommend reading, because it won't be the least bit satisfying. Some of it goes on and on with all kinds of points to ponder - only to just stop short. It's horrible, and I shouldn't have it online.

Here's why I do: I need all these scraps and bits of writing in one place, where (if I do decide to go back and finished them) I can select from one post or another, and do whatever needs to be done to finish them. As it is, all this mish-mosh of stuff is everywhere - in my PC, on SD cards, on flash drivers, and on and on.

As with any junk drawer, I may or may not later have a use for whatever is found in this one. In my online-writing efforts, I'm re-organizing and re-thinking a lot of things; so this just seemed like a good idea to me. So, read if you want to - but I don't particularly recommend it.

Of course, everything on this site won't be unfinished. Once I get it started with some of the unfinished stuff, I'll be posting stuff that's actually finished - but that's truly junk (even more junk-ish than the unfinished ramblings I'm posting as starter posts).




Friday, February 18, 2011

Unfinished Thing on Busy Mom Time


The question of how busy moms can balance their time was raised in HubPages' "questions" section.  My immediate response to that question is as follows:

Three words:  Don't sleep much.  

Since that, I'm guessing, isn't what the person asking the question had in mind, I'll offer what worked for me when my three children were young.

Most of us have heard that over-used saying, "You can have it all, but you can't have it all at the same time."  Well, with a three-year-long adoption process with my eldest son, a job, a house, and school problems that would become evident once my son started kindergarten; I couldn't have it all at the same time.   Instead, I had most of it.  When my son began kindergarten, and I had his baby brother six weeks early, I decided to abandon any plans of working full-times and instead work part-time by doing projects from home.  So, maybe I wasn't able to swing "having it all" (in terms of a full-time job), but it seems I ended up doing it all; because my husband worked long hours that meant he'd get home late and fall asleep on the couch until he'd get up and "go to bed right".  So, without a husband who was available to do anything at home or for the children, I was, in many ways, like a single mother. 

With all the usual things associated with caring for two small children, there were the house, the pets, the cars, the work projects, the pediatricians, the opthamologists (for two), the school meetings (for my eldest son), and on and on.  My daughter was born when my eldest son was eight and my youngest son was three.  I was doing part-time work from home, working on some projects of my own, and doing some newspaper writing (that involved leaving the house some evenings, telephone interviews, or uploading my material over the phone and a cable that went to my (now defunct) Radio Shack laptop computer.  My husband had two elderly parents.  I had one.  There were trips to visit his parents, who didn't live nearby; and that "doing-it-all" I mentioned included things like all birthdays, gifts, holidays, and anything else that didn't come under the category of "my husband's full-time job".  I guess the difference between those of us mothers who don't work or only work part-time and those who work full-time is that those of us without full-time, outside, jobs do have the luxury of "doing it all".  Those with full-time, outside, jobs can't always do it all, so they have to find someone else to help them with doing it all.

What I found important was first figuring out who and what would require my time, and building structure into my weekdays


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